SandmaN

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I want you to know
That you’re the satellite, in my life
I dont want you to lie
I dont want you to despise me, anymore
Come just take my hand
We’ll go to never land

Took time to build us up
Now you turn things down
Wouldn’t it be nice
If this was paradise
someday

Then I hear you say
Lets stop for a moment
You need time
Ive waited now please make up
your mind

You make my headspin
You make my heartsink
Why , Why do you
You make my headspin
You make my heartsink
Why , Why do you

Now I hear you say
You wanna be alone
Was it some mistake
Was having me a mistake
Will I ever know
Oh please tell me
Please tell me~~

Im not perfect
Im not perfect
Please know this
Im not perfect
Im not perfect

You make my headspin
You make my heartsink
Why , Why do you
You make my headspin
You make my heartsink
Did I ever meant something
to you

Did I ever meant something
Did I ever meant someting
to you~~

You’ve been alone , you’ve been afraid
I’ve been a fool , in so many ways
But I , would change , my life
If you , could try loving me

So please , give me another chance
To write you another song
Is there anything that can be done
Cause I’ll give you my heart
If you would , let me start
all over again

I’m not a saint , Im just a man
Who had "heaven" and "earth"
In the palm of my hand
But I , threw it , away
So now I , stand here , today
Asking for forgiveness
And if you could just please

Please , give us another chance
To write us another song
Is there anything that can be done
Cause I’ll , give you my heart
If you , would let , us start
all over again

Little girl ,  you’re all Ive got.
Dont you leave me standing
here once again
Cause I’ll , give you , my life
If you , would let
me love you

So please give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those things I’ve done
Cause I’ll give you my heart
If you ,  would let , we could start
all over , again
Again…

You know I love you
Give us one more chance.

Sitting here wasted and wounded
Sing to the sounds of the piano
Trying hard to capture that moment
This morning i dont know

Cause last nights vodka still lodge in my head
I drink to avoid my nightmares
I was half dead on my bed
As i dream about seeing you here , once again

With a drowsy head
I wake up to the sound
of my alarm in the morning
While some song played on the radio
The voices in my head still talking
About all the things we believe
Such as love , truth and what you mean to me
And the truth is ,
Baby , you’re all that i need

I wanna lay down with you

on a bed of roses

Until then , ill lay on a bed of nails

All i want is just to

Be as close to

your heart girl

As we lay down on this bed or roses

Im so far away
Each step that I take
I dont know if its my way home
I tried to called you there
each night through the payphones
Soon I run out of dimes
And I still cant get through
Till the bird on the wire
Flies me back to you

I wanna lay down with you
on a bed of roses
Until then , ill lay on a bed of nails
All i want is just to
Be as close to
your heart girl
As we lay down on this bed or roses

Now as  you close your eyes
Know that I’ll be thinking of you
Could i ever stand right in
your spotlight again
Tonight I wont be alone
But you know that dont mean
my hearts not lonely
I’ve got nothing to prove
For its you I’ll love till the end

Looking back
if we had one more day to spend

I would steal every second
I would never let it end

Remember those days
Used to be you and me walking

I will always remember
and take this memory with me

I will never leave
that part of my life behind but

With you gone it plays on
Its so hard to move on

I want to but I wanted you

Now you stay in my head

I’m not over you yet

I try to but still wanted you

What I miss overall
Is a smile I cant replace

Cause it starts in your eyes and

It fills up all the space in my heart

Make no mistake
I’m here in this place

And I’m still waiting around for you

And I can’t help it
Im still searching

For some way to get through

you

With you gone it plays on
Its so hard to move on

I want to , i still think of you
You’re still in my head
I will always remember

Did I ever tell you
Im better to have known you
I don’t want to leave you
with the shadow of a doubt

Did I ever give you
the strength you have given me
And how can I begin to
make each moment mean the most
so you will see

I never loved you more then I do today

sometimes life just seems to get in the way

It’s been to long

I want to sit down and write for you
a perfect love song

I want to shout it out in a silent crowd

I want to move you in a million ways

I said to you everyday
did I ever tell you
I still love you just that way

And did I ever tell you
I don’t want to change you
cause Im proud of who you are

And should you ever question
the pain we are going through

What I need to mention is that
life just isn’t living without you

You know that I want you more than anything

sometimes I just forget to say what I mean

It’s been to long

I want to sit down and write for you
a perfect love song

I want to shout it out in a silent crowd

I want to move you in a million ways

I said to you everyday
did I ever tell you
I still love you since that first day

You think
To look at all the angles
As the quiet works of a broken man

The time is burning like a candle
And it makes you think of how it all began.
Well step inside my skin
And walk around
And from this other side
Do you see it now

As i walk through streets at night
I see pairs of lovers
Its like looking at the ghosts
of what we used to be
And somewhere in the night
As time passes by
I’ll smile as I rescue moments
from my memory
The ghosts of what we used to be

So im
Picking up the pieces
And Im trying not to cut my eager heart

Its strange
I dont feel no sadness
I just accept the things that i dont understand
I could remember all that you said
And it lingers in every corner of my head

As i walk through streets at night
I see pairs of lovers
Its like looking at the ghosts
of what we used to be
And somewhere in the night
As time passes by
I’ll smile as I rescue moments
from my memory
The ghosts of what we used to be

Finally , the day of reckoning is here. Where all shall gather to face their fate. Never did this man thought it would be so soon for him to arrive to this day. " Is this my fate ? " he asked them. It is now that the long awaited , hopeful of that wake of determination will come and struck deep. There is no more options left. In this time constraint situation , a hope , a miracle even as small as a mustard seed would change the outcome.

" Prove those phorphercies wrong oh brethren. Our time is now ! Wake up the voiceless and change the fate of what your forefathers believed in " he said.

Come as I am , I will say my prayers everyday praying to succeed this one chance , one oppurtunity. I vow to work smart and hard , in that time frame , I shall not worry about seeing the sun , the moon nor the clouds. Focus is they key.

A Beginning Of A Glorious Campaign , i announced " Men , Bring Me The Horizon ! "

Some of us are reaching for stardust

Some of us are digging for gold

But it won’t mean a lot
even its till mountaintop

when the wind reaches out for your soul

Some of us just loves the spotlight

Love the sound of a round of applause

But when the people go home
you’re left all alone

to face the sadness behind closed doors

I don’t want the sun
Don’t want you to run
Away from me baby
I don’t want no superwoman
I don’t need no wonderland
Just want you to love me

Not all lifes are silver linings

Not all can be the belle of the ball

I used to run to chase my own glory
Without you it meant nothing at all

I don’t want the sun
Don’t want you to run
Away from me baby
I don’t want no superwoman
I don’t need no wonderland
I just want you to love me

Regrets are you left on you lipstick stain
Take a picture of our past there in that ashtray
We had our fun i remember i used to
light ur flame
Like dancing smoke that rose we tried to find our way
But no one told me
when she told me that

Your love’s like
one last cigarette, i’ll savor it
one last cigarette
take it in and hold your breathe
hope that feeling never ends
but when its gone , its gone

Just to breathe reminds me of what it used to be
The smoke and smell that keeps you close
When you cant sleep
Dont ask the past to last   
Cause its about to change
The memories dont answer when
I call your name